Saturday, 23 July 2011

Sovereign

(This is a love note I wrote to the Lover of my soul.  Pls enjoy it and be blessed). 

Oh my Love, perfect in strength, perfect to behold, infinite in wisdom,


Oh perfect Sacrifice, majestic and sovereign

Thine sacrifice hath maketh thee worthy to receive these and so much more.

Thine victory has overcome

Crowned in battle

The conquering conqueror

Friday, 22 July 2011

THIRTY AND EIGHT YEARS.

Thirty and eight years

Had he been

Sitting out on the porch

One of the five at the pool

Sitting and waiting

Waiting endlessly for an angel

One who will stir the waters

That he might step in

Just in time to be healed



Thirty and eight years sat he

Never for once had he entered

Into the pool

"I have nobody" was all he said

Why not wait in the pool

For the angel

Why wait sitting out on the porch

"Never has such been done" he replied

"All I need is someone to help me"



Thirty and eight years waited he

For one who would never come

But thirty and eight years came He

The One who would come

The One walked up to him

And he was healed

Oh how Mercy found him



Thirty and eight years spent he

Waiting and wasting

Until Mercy found him

But thirty and eight years

Wouldn't have been

If he had stirred the waters

Thirty and eight times

Wednesday, 20 July 2011

TIME HAS HAPPENED

Everyone, but you, thinks that you should. They wondered if something was wrong with you, but you disagree. They counselled you at first. Then they cajoled, manipulated and even commanded you to. You did not.

You walk into a room full of familiar faces, all of them not really paying attention to you because they are engrossed in a conversation. You don’t seem to mind, because for once, you think they are not on your case. In fact, you had left the room, even though you were present in the room. You slowly drifted into your own world, absolutely oblivious of your surroundings.

Then suddenly, she asked you the dreaded question (which by the way sounded like a waffle to you). ‘When will you marry….?’ And just before you return to earth and assimilate the question in order to give the wicked witch of the west the right answer, others join in the discordant symphony. ‘Yes…. (they call your name)…we are tired of waiting’. And on and on they continue. And you smiled and switched on your hearing device. No, you do not hear them anymore.

This has become the norm. In fact, you now expect this treatment and it worries you when you do not get such treatment. The thing is, they do not just get you. You are simply not ready, not interested and really do beg to differ. But they do not understand and you do not even care. And because they see that you do not care, they leave you in peace, and now, you are free.

You continue to enjoy your hard earned freedom and then suddenly, you saw a little girl on the swing. And you wish she was yours. Suddenly, you began to notice the colours pink and blue. You even walked into a baby’s shop the other day and imagined you were shopping for your own. You now begin to feel an emptiness that was not there before. You wake up in the middle of the night longing just to talk to a special someone only. You go back to sleep and dream about babies. Then you become worried about the recent happenings in your life. You wonder what is happening to you. Time has happened to you.

Now you are ready, for now, is you time. You know because of the change in your heart and desire. It may seem late to others, but to you, the time is right. And everything begins to fall in place.

Tuesday, 19 July 2011

THANK YOU

When I woke up this morn
A small ray of light danced across my face
A beautiful smile spread through my lips
And all I could say was a thank You.

Thank You for watching over me
I felt You by my side all night long
And when I opened my eyes and saw Your face
I knew
Love had been watching all night long.

When I woke up this morn
A still small voice said to me
Although I have been here all night
I will not leave you all day
Then I knew what awaited me
A brand new and beautiful day
So just before I open the beautifully packed Today
I just want to say a little thank You

Monday, 18 July 2011

IN JERICHO'S SHOES

Jericho, the place of fragrance.  Highly secured and prosperous.  The people built a wall so high, so mighty a brothel was on the wall. No one could go into, or leave Jericho unnoticed.  Who could face Jericho in battle or even dare to penetrate through her great wall?  To the rest of the world, Jericho was a strong city, absolutely indomitable. 
The children of Israel had to posses the promise land but, Jericho was an obstruction on the way.  Israel did not intend to possess the land of Jericho, but she  just would not allow Israel pass through her for she had her fear.  One she had succeeded, until now, to hide behind her walls.  To Jericho, the wall was more than a barricade, it was all she had and could hold on to.  It was a facade to conceal the unpleasantries within.  Jericho had lost heart, and everything along with it, upon hearing of the advancement of the Israelites.  All that was left was the wall.  At least it still passed a message of 'strength' to the world - although it was untrue. 

 In Jericho’s shoe we all stand.  As we all have a lie we tell, or have told the world around us. A fear or doubt we carefully hide away. We all have, at some point, shed tears no one else knew about, nursed heartaches we cold not share, and still managed to smile ‘to make them THINK we are happy’.  
Come on people! We all have built walls around our lives, so high that even God finds it difficult to reach us.  (Remember the people with a heart of stone).  Think about it friends, why do we, like Jericho, hold on to our walls, even though these walls (fears, insecurities, lies, rejections) cannot protect our fainting  hearts? I mean, why hold on to nothing when all that is available is -nothing?

I tell you why friends, we are afraid.  Yes people, we really are afraid.  What other reason is there for a lady or a guy not to give up an abusive relationship? Or why would any Christian want to hold on to a sin she hates so much? It is called FEAR. Let's face it people, we hold on to our walls for the very reason we want to let go of them.  But guess what, no matter how tenaciously we hold on to our walls, we do not know how to effectively do so.

 Like the wall of Jericho, every wall has a Rahab (Hebrew word for proud) living within the walls. Let's look at this critically.  Why would any sensible person allow a woman of easy virtue - who would allow strangers in and out of her home at a price- live in a wall meant for security?  Tell me friends, in case of attack, can this woman defend the city?  Well I guess she could, if the weapon of war is seduction and the enemy is just as perverse.  Seriously though, shouldn't it be armed guards at the walls in place of Rahab?

 Could it be because Jericho really wanted to go beyond the walls? Let us face it, we want to go beyond our walls, even though we have built them ourselves.  There is a tiny part of us that still is 'human' that wants to be free.  Man naturally hates restrictions. Rahab is that part of us that understand the laws of freedom. (There is freedom in release).  Imagine if everyone on Jericho was like Rahab? We definitely will not be singing "the walls of Jericho fell down flat' many centuries later.  The expertise used in building the walls of Jericho might have been used to rebuild the broken-down walls of Jerusalem many years down the line (I’m just saying).  The possibilities are boundless if like Rahab we yield. She got her name in the genealogy of Jesus

 You know the mistake we, like Jericho, make? We think we belong to ourselves.  Well we don’t. Like Jericho, we all belong to God. Our walls should not shut God out.  When we shut people out, we shut God out.  Our attitude towards God is often expressed in our relationship with man.  Because God so desperately wants to reach us, He has to pull down our walls just as He did to Jericho.  You see, God cannot stand Self-constructed walls.  He wants to be our wall. He understands the secret hurts and pains. He has offered to shield us from them that is why He wants to be our wall. But not only that, He promises to be the glory in our midst. He wants to be our everything inside out. 

 Did I just hear you scream "WHAT ABOUT ME? WHAT DO I GET IF HE GETS EVERYTHING?' Well, the answer is simply everything. Absolutely everything.  You see, this is how it works. God take everything from you, customizes it and then gives it back to us.  It then becomes custom made. Exclusively yours. No one can take it away from you.  Then everything we own now becomes like the Yoruba proverbial King's trumpet (KAKAKI OBA).  Because of the uniqueness of the sound it produces, it is useless to the thief because he could get caught should he dare to blow it. What is the use of a trumpet you cannot blow? 

 Even though Jericho was destroyed, her shoes were not. We all struggle to fit into those shoes, in fact many of us fit in perfectly.  But you see, we do not have to wear them, because DADDY has got better ones for us.  So give over every wall and "ish-shoes' to Him and you will not regret it.  Can I promise you? Maybe not.  But Our Father promises us so.  


Stepping in at Sunrise


It has been over a year since I decided to start blogging.  I really do not know why I did not start then.  I guess the time was not right then, and now is the right time.  I may never know for sure.  But this one thing I know, I have started blogging today and hope to be consistent with it.

My blogs will cover a wide range of topics which of course will represent my opinion on these topics.  Although I have not decided exactly what to start with, but I look forward to enjoying blogging and I hope my readers will too.

I titled my blogs ''Stepping in at Sunrise''. I really do not understand why.  Maybe I see this new preoccupation of mine (blogging) as the dawn of a new day for me, or because I happened to look out of my window and a ray of sun danced into my eyes.  Whatever my reason, I will understand it better by and by.

I love to write.

I look forward to enjoying this experience and I hope you would too- as we step in at sunrise.